Well I went to doc yesterday. He informed me my insurance pays for my meds again. Great been off of it for almost 2 years and now it pays again. I have needed it long before now. Well anyway just glad to have it back thou taking meds suck I will do whatever it takes to feel sane again.

I'm having so much trouble with Tessa. She does nothing but lie about everything. Example: Today at school the teacher asked her where she got her $1 and she told the teacher  she stole it out of my purse without me knowing. First of all I'm totally broke. Then she changed it and said she found it in her bedroom floor. Second of all I cleaned that room from one end to the other moving things and vaccuming. Then she said she forgot. So then teacher wouldnt let her spend it on ice cream cause she said she didnt want her to spend money she had stolen. I told her Tessa hids money to save it and it was hers but it made me so freaking mad that Tessa lied like that. Its one thing to lie to me or her dad but going to strangers is awful. I mean think of the trouble the lies could really make. And please dont say shes a kid she will grow out of it. No that isnt it. She has been doing this since she was 3 and she is now 6. I have done everything I know to break her from it and nothing works. I am clueless now.